Grand too far =(

We are supposed to do the annual routine for visiting for hari raya… but this year, we didn’t. I am really disappointed actually. A few days before, I am really looking forward to be able to visit my grandmother. Oh man, I missed her actually. =(

But, some family turbulence pop out, and nobody wants to forgive and relent. So, the poor neutral victims have to suffer their weird acts. T___T

So, the entire day, I was in absolute despair. And I am still feeling lots of regrets and depression when I think of it.

Oh well, look onward! >D

I shall compile up my cosplay plans properly.

Ohkay.

Why do I live for Cosplay?

It’s the only thing that could make me 200% or more well and in tip-top emotional condition. It is going to be my source of soul and life I have decided.

I need a Tsuna =A=

A F A , 2nd Day 2009

Yosh, AFA was over yesterday. And I tried stretching it till the max time I could stay there. I know I am going to miss AFA, and cosplay in general. I am already missing it now, badly. –Cries-

Eh, day 2 for AFA, did

TYL Prince King Rasiel from Katekyo Hitman Reborn!

OMAKE~ Have to like the glasses. Verde's.

Camwhore Day 2.


I think have lots of room for improvement. XD

And KANAME☆ is great. I hope next year AFA will have more exciting ‘programmes’ lined up for everybody. But the only problem I have with the event is... the extraordinary amount of human flocking around the convention centre.

Here is KANAME☆ during the closed panel Cosplay talk~
Most of the pictures are blurry, because the area is dark and I used zoom. T___T

Oh well, here are some pictures from my camera, Mika. Please note that I named him after nobody. –Coughs- No misunderstanding, because Mika is also a Russian name. =D

Yay~~ Mukoro and Rasiel
Stanman there as Mukuro!!!! *___* Almost didnt see him~ Phew, manage to snap a pic.

And now, off to rush homework. T___T

Gah, have no mood for school work~

A F A , 1st Day 2009

First, I forget my SD-card again!!!
Then, I missed Kaname!!!
Zomg, Like... 2 major bad things.

In the end, used Yuu's camera to take some pictures. And i am REALLY greatful for ALL teh taken pictures.

My favourites for AFA day 1 have to be these 2;



Camwhore. But its kindof nice. = w =
And next to the Gundam00 team for Cosfest 09:
This IS TOPS!!!!


Something in life is worth living for... Yoite and Ayanami there with me.
-lols. their poses are about the same too! wicked-
Fanboys. I think their cosplay are like... AMAZING. *__*
coughsespeciallyAyatun'scoughs

Homgz and the handshake was initiated by Ayanami... Argh! I could faint there and then. ^^;
And Yoite seem happy that I recognised him and want to take a picuture with him. XD
= w =
Whoa, im reverring... =D

Life must be good while it lasted.

Though I wasn;t cosplaying, just dressing up, i get to be a 'Rey's imposter' for teh day today.
and people actually thought i am cosplaying. Rofl.

Homg, and Usagi-san i have decided will NEVER remember who i am. I was kind of shocked and insuloted when he thought we were from Malaysia. O__O
My glass globe crashed. -sob-
Then he said that 'porbably too good that he tot we are cosplaying'
Sorry guy, but the first sentence drains my life away.
-sobs-

Rofl. No worries, there are plenty of people that forgets and doesn't recognise too. ^ ^

Cannot wait for Day 2. But I wonder if i will do a good grace for Rasiel.
AFA, here I come.

>)

B a t F l y

Popping by for a really brief moment before I m going to cram Proteomics stuff for the tset tomorrow.

Here flies Rasiel's bat. From his box weapon.

Because Im amazing.. only one is going to fly. XD

Its not even perfectly symmetrical.
OMG, Death the Kid will nosebleed and hang me =A=

But its kind of adorable.
Its cute... coughsadorablebutuglycoughs

Here is the completed bat. =D


I want to do Diva.

Homg. And Im suddenly feeling so lost.
Swimming between the strong current of 'Dispair and demoralised' and 'Indifference and ego'
I can see no shoreline.

Must mentally brace self for AFA.

-swept away, further and yet further-

A penny of worthless thoughts

An attempt to rewrite the HTML send me to hell straight.

Heng ar.. can use a pretmeplate after i screwed the HTML by trying to make the video(points at side bar) to 'autoplay'... Omg. FAILLL

Quite feeling un-right in my deep deep bottom self.
Not wrong or sick.. but un-right.

Damn it. Im very annoyed to most human. And I miss cosplay already.
Oh and I care very much that I am really broke now. AFA coming up next.

Oh dear.

Oh dear.

-Stabs self and slit wrist-

-Jumps down, drowns and rebirth-

I can rant all I want here, nobody comes here anyways. Its not suppose to be known.
Unless you stumble upon this. -Waves-

I hate.
I really hate.

Crowds.
Weaklings.
Another unwanted presence.

Omg, sugar donut.

Im too dishearten to do Gokudera for EOY.
Im such a low loser. I deserve life no more then my rotting brain cells.

Let me die, in pain.

C r e s t

Finally, Rasiel costume is: 90% done.

Props= 0%

Here is the Millefiore's crest done this afernoon



Its either just the photograph looks nice or the prop is really nice.

= C l o a k F u r =

Cape in progress:


^ This is a really troublesome piece of furry cloth. Not in the sense to sew, but to handle... My room turned to be really furry, with silvery threads floating, and sticking onto my own clothing. Yucks...


^ After 15minutes of sewing... Taadaa!! Its done.

All thats left is to sew the cloak to this neck-rest thingy.

Next measure~
The shoulder crest of Millefore.

Tako head~

Have not been progressing much for AFA's costume. Though I left early for SJCC to get home ASAP and get the costume done, its didn't really get fullfilled.

Got dragged to Compass Point and then Daiso @ Rivervale mall.
Bought a dark blue tie. I intend it to be used for Gokudera's school tie, but... its too dark and, there are diagonal lines on the tie. But I still kind of like the tie. It will be used for casual wear then. XD

So.. reached home, then get to the costume sewing...

I would have it done 80%, but of cos, I screwed up a litttle, and I need to redo half of it...
Nah.. its minor alteration..

Rasiel's cape: 60% complete.

Just maybe, I might have the time to complete the bats.

Its all about time management DL!!! -arrows self-

Oh, got the blonde wig. And I am VERY reluctant to cut it. T___T
Its really lovely and...long blonde.. *____*

Please mind this picture very much.
IHopefully my eye would heal in time for AFA.

And I miss Gokudera badly. =A=



-sob sob- Wa....wait... I miss a whole lot of people too. =D

C h a r m i n g

Rasiel's is in progress.

Whats left is the furry crown on the cape, the bats and the jewel. However, there seem to be some trouble with the existence of blood red rectangle jewel.

And I had this same problem with Saya's necklace 5 months agao. T_T

De ja'vu~

Have already gotten my Varia's Millefore fake Mare ring for Rasiel, and the crown was given.

And I am on Gokudera's next outfit.

I shall head down to.. Art friend next.

And probably post pictures on progress.

Oyasumi,
Nyceiqueagkiz
Flatterring~

Plans ahead

Lets see...

To control my budget and expenses, I have done the minimum cosplay list for 09 and 10.

Cosplay Plans

2009

AFA
Day 1 : -Subculture-
Day 2 : Rasiel, KHR

EOY
Gokudera Hayato

2010

SOY
Rasiel

Cosfest/ CAF
Abe no Masahiro,Shounen Onmyouji

EOY
-Yet to be decided-

Shh... Its a half secret. I think.
Aki doesn't mind people knowing. But super EGO Hakimah, hates people to know.

Trick and Treats

In photo: Aaida. Akiwatari.

It was Halloween Eve.

White.
To cleanse the darkness.
To wash the taints away.
To be feared.

I shall miss the company of amazing people till I meet them next time.

It was Halloween itself.

Peppermint.
The drugged and taunted.
The mad and ego.
The sacrifice.

I met the company I had missed already, but we parted and I look forward till the next time we met.