A penny of worthless thoughts

An attempt to rewrite the HTML send me to hell straight.

Heng ar.. can use a pretmeplate after i screwed the HTML by trying to make the video(points at side bar) to 'autoplay'... Omg. FAILLL

Quite feeling un-right in my deep deep bottom self.
Not wrong or sick.. but un-right.

Damn it. Im very annoyed to most human. And I miss cosplay already.
Oh and I care very much that I am really broke now. AFA coming up next.

Oh dear.

Oh dear.

-Stabs self and slit wrist-

-Jumps down, drowns and rebirth-

I can rant all I want here, nobody comes here anyways. Its not suppose to be known.
Unless you stumble upon this. -Waves-

I hate.
I really hate.

Crowds.
Weaklings.
Another unwanted presence.

Omg, sugar donut.

Im too dishearten to do Gokudera for EOY.
Im such a low loser. I deserve life no more then my rotting brain cells.

Let me die, in pain.

C r e s t

Finally, Rasiel costume is: 90% done.

Props= 0%

Here is the Millefiore's crest done this afernoon



Its either just the photograph looks nice or the prop is really nice.

= C l o a k F u r =

Cape in progress:


^ This is a really troublesome piece of furry cloth. Not in the sense to sew, but to handle... My room turned to be really furry, with silvery threads floating, and sticking onto my own clothing. Yucks...


^ After 15minutes of sewing... Taadaa!! Its done.

All thats left is to sew the cloak to this neck-rest thingy.

Next measure~
The shoulder crest of Millefore.

Tako head~

Have not been progressing much for AFA's costume. Though I left early for SJCC to get home ASAP and get the costume done, its didn't really get fullfilled.

Got dragged to Compass Point and then Daiso @ Rivervale mall.
Bought a dark blue tie. I intend it to be used for Gokudera's school tie, but... its too dark and, there are diagonal lines on the tie. But I still kind of like the tie. It will be used for casual wear then. XD

So.. reached home, then get to the costume sewing...

I would have it done 80%, but of cos, I screwed up a litttle, and I need to redo half of it...
Nah.. its minor alteration..

Rasiel's cape: 60% complete.

Just maybe, I might have the time to complete the bats.

Its all about time management DL!!! -arrows self-

Oh, got the blonde wig. And I am VERY reluctant to cut it. T___T
Its really lovely and...long blonde.. *____*

Please mind this picture very much.
IHopefully my eye would heal in time for AFA.

And I miss Gokudera badly. =A=



-sob sob- Wa....wait... I miss a whole lot of people too. =D

C h a r m i n g

Rasiel's is in progress.

Whats left is the furry crown on the cape, the bats and the jewel. However, there seem to be some trouble with the existence of blood red rectangle jewel.

And I had this same problem with Saya's necklace 5 months agao. T_T

De ja'vu~

Have already gotten my Varia's Millefore fake Mare ring for Rasiel, and the crown was given.

And I am on Gokudera's next outfit.

I shall head down to.. Art friend next.

And probably post pictures on progress.

Oyasumi,
Nyceiqueagkiz
Flatterring~

Plans ahead

Lets see...

To control my budget and expenses, I have done the minimum cosplay list for 09 and 10.

Cosplay Plans

2009

AFA
Day 1 : -Subculture-
Day 2 : Rasiel, KHR

EOY
Gokudera Hayato

2010

SOY
Rasiel

Cosfest/ CAF
Abe no Masahiro,Shounen Onmyouji

EOY
-Yet to be decided-

Shh... Its a half secret. I think.
Aki doesn't mind people knowing. But super EGO Hakimah, hates people to know.

Trick and Treats

In photo: Aaida. Akiwatari.

It was Halloween Eve.

White.
To cleanse the darkness.
To wash the taints away.
To be feared.

I shall miss the company of amazing people till I meet them next time.

It was Halloween itself.

Peppermint.
The drugged and taunted.
The mad and ego.
The sacrifice.

I met the company I had missed already, but we parted and I look forward till the next time we met.