Blood and horror

There was blood spilled at the shopping mall. 
Murder or suicide?
I was there. But nothing seemed out of the ordinary. 


Didn't manage to get any of costume and props material today. 
Damn ridiculous, I have to go out another day to hunt around for stuff. 
Che. Bloody hell.




PS These boots are my fav now. Only problem is that it is 2 sizes smaller.

And uf Yea

I am so freaking disappointed with myself.
I failed my fellow allies. 
I screwed EVERYTHING up. This is DESPAIR.


I forgot to do tattoo.
I messed up performance.
Not enough zest and spirit.
I want to die now.


I AM SO USELESS.


-depressed-

Bad day

Quite a few things to update on. As I mentioned earlier the loathe of whatever celebration relating to me, Gokudera saved me from poundings or bitch slap people. Just pictures-I do not want to remember in particular a lot of things.

Sad origami is a happy creature. Blegh. 

One more week

I am trying hard to finish at least 90% of my costume by Sunday. And I did it! What is left now, is for teh paint to dry and style wig. Which I bet that the wig is going to give me a really hard time.
Well, I would have all done by Sunday, I I don't have to waste precious time to free my hands from Superglue. I hate glue. T^T
I still go out entire day shipping etc. Hurr~ There you go. Well planned time. I have to miss watching the Eclipse because these staring at small  details etc gave a terrible migraine. Well, actually I think not eating for a long time also killed my head  ;D

 at first, I sew them on.. 1 by 1. 
With lots of patience. And then the grumbling starts...

 My mom handed me UHU glue. Oh how I hated the smell and stickyness. But hey, I have to get things done asap. 

 And so... this is 13m of sequins. I ran out 3 times. So, the end product have 3 diff colour and shine. -stabs brain- 

 Yeah, The shine is overpowering. 

Something else other than costume, I want this man! Hello kitty shower gel.
Reminds me soo much of TM Rev. It must be the glasses. 

Ah Faarrrkk

LJ for non-self promo. Hahaha Lazy to retype here. 

Day 1: Claire Forrest

Haha I think girls characters are hard to pull of. Should have not worn the fake eyelashes. But it won't feel right for Gonzo. Lawl.
Completed the outfit just the night before. 

Day 2: Kai Hiwatari again


The white scarf now is blue again. Damn dye, why you run?!
Triangles too small. Because some Indo cosers are hogging the whole stretch of wash basins and mirror. Though there are only 3 or 4 of them. Tsk tsk. 



Ah now I have to complain.
I really HATE LOATHE DESPISE to have my birthday being celebrate. Just finished raging and really smashing and breaking things because I am really angry that its going to be celebrated. There is a bloody fucking reason why even my own family don't dare celebrate my birthday. I already made it clear when I am still a child. 
I have pictures to prove my hatred and rage on that party.
I won't even appreciate anything. I won't be thankful at all for anyhting.

Trial and audition

 




Today is the audition for EOY. 
It went quite well. Though mistakes that we did, try to cover up cooly. Haha
Met Tachi in the train. Reached Dhody at around 12+
Went to Daiso and then to Popeyes for lunch, or a feast is a much more appropriate word. But when we were going home, I am already very hungry.
Did a couple of runs...
So, we must shorten the Skit. Cut the conversation between Moto and Tachi.Gracia twirls, Knif villlian. They are good man, I must think of more poses etc. I will sleep on this. Skit and poses.


Take note...


When reached home, actually, I am dead tired man.
But I have ti be online, to intercept an email.


-uses toothpicks to keep eyes open-

About time, I edit something else other than Rin. Huhuhu~
Well, Halloween is today. Supposedly we are to be doing Marauders again. But, school FML.
Besides, work this entire week. 


Omg. Idk how to finish up the reports.
Do the online test.
And start on revision. 
Other previous units, I am able to finish stuff without depending on others. Its definitely my bad habit to cling around if I am given a chance. Okay man.


I better make a schedule. 
Tmr after work, I will do revision.Until 5pm, where I will head to the library and print out my report. At a really expensive price of $0.30 per page
T^T
But the fare to NYP will still fall around the same.

Please... where is Hakimah?
Aki for once, or at least until EOY, lock yourself up in a dungeon.




Woohoo, the colour and font matches James. 
Yays~