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22 03 2010

Did a really spontaneous shot.

Manage to dig out a new Gokudera outfit. Joking, the shirt had been bought ages ago, but I just have no time to wear it yet. Good thing too, that i can wear it for Gokudera now.



Lol. Gokudera and Lambo 15yrs.
Well, my wish for a shoot came true. A rather like self shoot. Like, not as pai seh as having a photographer taking your picture, and you feel guilty that you might not be worth the wasted time on.. ahax.
Moving on~

Started at 4pm. Moved along the strecth of Orchard.

To the shoots~


Lambo set ;D
Ahohoho =w=





Gokudera set ;D
Bwhahaha





and...........
i want/need more shoots. =A=

this is worse than drug.

OMAKE:









Well, that should be about most of them.
XD

Kings and Queens= 30STM

Head out to North Point first, and bought a Sangokuden model.

Then to Cathay.
Planned to stay till at least the first two band performances, but I am too empty inside to continue staying there.

And so, my parents suggest that I don't go to the cosplay ver today. Damn, I am going to miss quis performance then. T___T

No picture yesterday, because Mika battery was used on the 360. And I didnt get batteries from the mart.

But got pic from mizu's phone. Hah~ I need a camera phone. See it is useful ;D

and I shall start on CAF research character~

What about my Star @ Formo

Mass update XD

YAY!

Exams offically ended on 4th of March. And~ ahem... I didnt even bother to blog since here.

Nothing much happen(as usual).

On 4th Mar, went to watch Alice, in tako-head and stupid cow.

Quite aimless after that.
Went to compass point, and the only pic~

On Sat, i was the ass thats late. Gah... i wanna kill myself. Life is not deserving of an idiot like me T________________T
Watch in 3D this time the same movie, the 5 of us...


Then rot for a few days.. which passed by that quickly.
On Tuesday, went to visit the Bird Park with Nick.




And... Have to go off now..
Jaa~

Motto: Absorb. I dont care hor ;3

Den den den dennn ;D

I am most surprised at how people could not be clam when they are alone. Hmm... like when they are suddenly intrigued by whatever-things, they could umm.. be so... irritating.
Umm, it is not that i do not act like that. But i am like that only when i am around people, cos they reminded me that 'This is how you should act'
Hhmm.. other wise~ i would only be.. 'Oh.. ok.. (accepts)'
Nah~ i kept disagreement to myself. Too lazy to air out disagreement to anything. Lol.

Aikkk... and i am again too lazy to type my thoughts...

Blah blah blah blah~

Just that i need to chiong my dynasty warrior costume quick.
My mother approves of joining the competition.

Oh, and my parents wants me and my sister to go for a holiday...
the options given to us are
1) Korea
2) Taiwan
3) Hong Kong
4) Japan

i think i will either pick korea or taiwan. Although i really really really want to go to Japan, but it is going to be expensive i am sure! ;3
But i am actually just worried about
1) Comunication
2) Food!
3) I might forgot to come home =X

Hahaha XDD

Eh well, exams are coming to an end soon. Just one more paper more before graduation. I am having mixed feelings about everything.
I am feeling all warm and fuzzy. -sigh-

Guess my emotions are not stable yet still. Pardon me for being sensitive! Che~

And i am eyeing a lot of books and games. I think i am going to get the limited edition TekKen PSP version. If teh price will drop till about $300.
Ah i miss solitude. But i seem to be getting some.. but just a little.. im grateful. (_ _)

Uuwaa... i have to began sewing all my design soon. yay!
3 more days till i can burst and i am all motivated to do stuff ;D




Kings and queens- 30 seconds to Mars

Lol.. 30% of my thoughts now

In quite a dilemma whether to apply for university or not. I am definately fine with continuing school. But what bothers me is the expensive school fees. I do not want to laden my father ith more then enough money burden (tho i m).
I have decided then, that i shld take up part-time job. taking art commissionsis not enough. will need to find other means... totor, sales, lab wrk,etc as long as can juggle along with my studies. Urgh, i am annoyed at e uni for making the admission application dates so...wtf.
its like during our exam period.
Oh c'mon lah, we poly students nd to study ar. And the JC ppl get the period in March. I mean thats its gd lah letting teh poly ppl decide 1st, but... can give longer time?
other months have 31 days leh =O
Haiz, so must only fill up 5 programme choice. and i have only 1 in mind.So, what about the other 4?
Ikd. OTL
If i put in art (*____*) then my mother says quite pointless, cos i already Dip sci related stuff.
The other options are;
1) Engineering (Really, i have no interest at all in engineering)
2) Humanities (Ah.. i have interest. But not sci related too. Mayb i take Psychology or sociology *_* Always dreamt of this besides arts and litreature)
3) Communication studies(No way)
4) Art (objection from family T___T)

And so.. i guess i have to think quick and decide rigth fast. Damn, my poly results quite bad lah so far. Hope they still accept for 1st choice
and the transcript i requested for wil only be porcessed aft CNY holidays. Dammit lah, so fucking slow. Applying for both nus and ntu just in case.

and.. i admit that i do not place any hope (Lol) to get a place. I mean, look at my pathetic GPA! OTL ahz~
and it is very depressing that mt mother kept pestering me to apply all uni until i get a place. and she kept comparing me with her friends' children who are alrady in a unim and they are the top 5 students in poly and uni etc etc~
Homg, im like so down everytime i am at home. But i cannot be free and flap ard until exam ends. Hmm... so, right now can only cry self to sleep lah (lol!)
This is exactly how my O levels life was like. The leash tighten so tight that i began to get anti-social and people hate me naturally bcos of my 'contract' with my parents. Of cos nobody wld care or understand..so.. it ok =D
So i tend to try and laugh and find humor in everything, to cover up m despair. I dont know, but either way, i will still be hated ;D Bwhahaha =w=

Hurr~~
Its alright.
'Burdens are fine, so long people cant see them on you' yeah thats my primary school self motto.
'Absorb,deal and live with it' its my sec schools self motto.
'Its pre-destined. Dont question' my current self motto.
Lol.

And nobody lives a problem-less live you know. I am sure YOU have yours too. =)
so its ok.

Urgh, i told my mother that i wantto go to NAFA ro Lsle. But she wont allow cos art based qualification hard to find good sustaining job. Thats 1 reason why i took sci course. the other reason is, that i just want to keep as a hobby/ passion. So, i took sci which is my 2nd worst subject.
Lets see... when i was young, i practically want to be everything, so...see! No aim in life! Idk what o even wana achieve! OTL
And now, when i took science, she not happy my grades sux. and im still longing to take art. No.. i cant do that. haiz. Cmon already. Kill me and screw up my life~
Now she is telling my sibling, to study hard, dont be like me... later in lif dont know what to do.. so young must work already.
Im like going to burst already lah inside... T____T ouch man. That hurts =(
Grrrr... a little angry and sad.... (whatever my feeling, always got at least a pinch of sadness .___.)

If i had taken NAFA or Art diploma, i think i might get better result.. or maybe will b the same idk. U___U
but art is like something i can do with one eys... but sci ar... umm i must summon all my eye from my Claudes. TnT

Haiz. I have a lot to say, but it is not coming out smoothly in words.
and to add on to existing troubles, got MORE.

and this stupid migrane since before cny holidays. grr i cant concentrate at all!

-sob and screw you life-



Macross Frontier OST

Love like oxygen

Is it depression?

I MUST concentrate on my studies.
Bear with empty and unupdated blog till March.

I love my family too much to let them down.

I predict that I will be emotionally unstable till end of exams.

My last chance to prove myself to the school.

For school, it will be the sake of the paper work and graduation.

For myself, its the sake of my family, all their hopes in me. -wipes away tears-
Its for them, I will remember and carry on. But I will not forget my failures. Let it be a poison. Retribution be the antidote.

I must go University.

I M U S T.



LOVE LIKE OXYGEN

PLANS DRAFTED

I think i have drafted out some of teh plans for this year. Plans are subjected to changes.