Wednesday, October 30, 2013

Dancing titan test and Imma 4eva ugly rofllmaowtf

HAHAHA Omg i am soo sorry if somebody died seeing this. LOL
I cant stop laughing. Was going to do Ymir's makeup test because well... nothing is impossible and its gdi so fun to do make up . Then my phone camera soo sucky and my room lighting too. Lol so the first pic was left and right side diff eye make up. Just thicker and squarer eyeliner. Darker upper eyelid fake crease and lower lid roundifed  and extended. The right side is normal eyeliner drawn on upper eyelid only and 1.5X thicker than the left side. Not 3 shades of fake upper eyelid fake crease. And no mascara cos I lazy remove if I am gonna wear.
The bottom pic is.. well... -rolls eye- I got initiative to draw the hair 'shape' and got carried away. 
Since my eyebrow is too far from my eye, I drew the right distance in. And... what I wld draw if doing Ymir for real. And thank heavens, I am not ever goign to do Ymir. I look so ugly and freckles looks like fucking acne scars. 
Oh pls pls pls freckles ARE NEVER BLACK. Imma slap you if you dotted black spots. I know I did that in first pic. Heh. Learn from mistakes.
Oh gawddamn I am so ugly.     -purge-
I look like the monkey FOB had.   /stabs eyes

Monday, October 28, 2013

Paint over yourself

HAHHAHAH This is what I called pshopped. Just painted over my own self pic. -stares-
What is this... It still looks real. Blebb~

Shall paint over more pic.

Sunday, October 27, 2013

progress shuffled

For day 3.
ALL my plans are poofed.
Day 1 suddenly got work. So I coming after work. MAYBE just maybe I do Hotsuin. Or just wear fairy outfit from ice-skating. Means I can't bring many things to work. Lmao...

Day 2    /Petrafied
'nuf said

Gears left to spray turbine and attach all together. And jacket to do.

Day 3 Rin MINDFUCKED girl ver. Well.... its done! I hope the male white shirt can pass off for female.

Wednesday, October 23, 2013

Cut me open

Surgery is soooo fun and exciting. Hahhahahaha~

I took longer than my estimated time. Because there was a problem with my heart rate. Lol. Unnaturally high. In the end after like almost an hour and a few doctors have to be called in, they have no choice but to carry on with the surgery despite my complications. Have to do some emergency tests too cos my hormone level is also unnatural. Many needles poked on chest and my arms. Lol the team was how many more needles?
My surgeon said, its alright, she is strong. Hell yeah, I told them go on. Do what you must. I am alright. Then the nurse was.. its okay. Her heart rate still as high. Everybody lol-ed and... continue poke needles.
And my hormones is very high. Hahahah oh wow. (Wth does that mean?) Then they draw a few tubes of blood. And more bags of blood comes in from donors...
Then my doctor came and look at me... I told you not to lose any weight right? You lose a lot again.
I am sorry! I tried eating a lot already!! I even ate meat and sweet drink to increase weight unheathily gdi. -cries-
Then more patients waiting outside, called a nurse. My surgery really have to do now, can't delay anymore.
Surgeon says, We will put you to sleep now. And then put more needles and tubes into to you to help stabilise you later. The nurse put the mask on my face, OK breathe in deeply. Askes some qns I answered the first qns but fell asleep already before I can hear the next qns.
Suddenly I saw a light and heard my name being called. Feeling discomfort in various places...
Wth? Whats going on? Where am I? Who.. oh.. nurse... Wait what? Huh? Like a million qns in my head running like movie. Ahahaha.
And the nurse was wiping my wet cheeks and eyes. What is that? I asked.
Oh your tears. Some patients are like this.
Oh wow.. I am some of those weird patient. Hurr~
How you feeling?
Sleppy. Hungry. -and I fell asleep-
Then I woke up again. She came and Oh try to stay awake. Tell your body to be awake.
Right. I tried to fight the sleepyness. -fell asleep rightaway again-
Another nurse. Are you hurting anywhere?
Yes. But its okay. It like a knife stab only.
Nurse eyes like O_O
I laughed. -gad i regret that hurt more like fuck- I rate pain only 1. Got more pain than this.
Then I cant rmbr cos events like between my  half asleep state.
Then i rmbr rejecting sooo many milo cups.Only ask for more palin water. And the nurse are arguing behind my bed curtains to force milo into me and its a must.
1 more nurse nicely ask i reject again. Then they change the IV drip with another drip.
I want coconut water  -sobs-
I asked that nurse how long I asleep. She said 2hrs. Its normal. But they expect me to sleep longer cos I have a lot of injections and drugs during surgery. My surgery took only abt 1hr tho.
LOL. What happen during surgery? OTL
Then my surgeon and doctor came and tell me I am doing great. Oh we finally got to lower down your heart rate and other levels. Look -points to some monitor that I cant see cos no glasses- they better now. Rest well. You got a lot of injections just now.
Thank you for taking care of me. -again I want to know what happen during surgery-
Stares at monitor. -beepbeepbeep-
Nurse talk that they cant change my time and stats. So all the ppl that come after me will be affected.
Aahh gomen other citizens and patients.

Slowly, I shift to day ward and they observe me from there. Then I told myself need to fake very alert and not drunk drugged -eventho i am feeling liek crap-
Nurse came. How you feeling? Can sit down.
Focus bitch. Talk normal dont slur. Oh I feel great! So much better now. Smiles and laughs -hold in your goddamn suffering- My throat sore like fuck. Must be the tubes they out into my body.
Oh good. we goign to shift you to sit then in abt 2hrs you can go home and I will call your parents.
-I am wondering what time it is now already...and i just realised I am naked and can see the stitches and dotted lines where they cut, but i bandaged so not that unsightly-
Suddenly I am sitting on a chair and did I walked out? Gdi Idk what I am doing really.
Then I saw my parents at the entrance. Then i go to them. Then hey hey we sat... Lol.
And talk and take pic. Hahaha
Then a nurse run abt looking for me. She didnt scold me.
My parents were like... You sneaked out? \O/
Nurse said Oh its okay. She is still under anesthetic. She don't know what she is doing. She will forget abt the operation and all when the drugs wear off ard wed. (Thats why i dragged myself from bed to here to type. Later tmr i forget already ahhaha) She might look normal and alert but actually she is quite like a zombie.
actually true enough... i dont remember what we talked so seriously abt. I know its abt my medications and stitches. ahhaha lucky she told my parents, they can rmbr.

So I seem good enuf to sneak out and i really wanna go home they discharged me yesterday evening.
I want to KO so badly by then and i cant rmbr my locker code at all. Why do they even... if patients cant rmbr after drugs let them choose code  OTL
The nurse brought a master key to open. Then i changed out. I slumped and my mom dragged by by my arm once I stepped out of the wards. Hhahaha then cab came like the moment we Q. Then I slept until today.
I think i ate last night.

Idk how to eat my medications. I think I ate already? Got missing tablets...
Ok i am very tired and in pain again. Cant do much. Gonna find am arm sling. got 7 days MC not even fit for light work.
It hurts to talk, laugh, cough, sneeze and walk. Lie down also some time later will hurt. Zzzzz...

But overall... it was fun and exciting.

Lets see if need to cut my right body too. 31st.
Shit how to watch Gintama..

Sunday, October 20, 2013


Cut and ready to be hemmed. Opps I just realised I havent draft the collar yet.
Shall sew while recuperating next week. Put time off to good use.

Monday, October 7, 2013

Comifest 3

So very different. Before and after. Kai to change out and Aki in bus reaching home. Hurr~

The competition is soo much fun. I want more competition and events!
Today is so fun... and feels
Ahhh my kokoro. That beautiful soul~~

Meet so many new people. And omg now I want a Raideen t-shirt too.

Friday, October 4, 2013

Shoot day CF1

Kai and Kamijou (William)

Uhh so this coser is supposedly infamous? Lol. Idk man. I just feel easy ard him so, idk why I want a pic also. Hahahahaha William help take. Ahh its fun to talk and catch up when the cosplay attendees are like lesser than 20. Well.. excluding 12 of  us competitors.

Suppose I will write abt the shoot today.

Received the confirmation and reporting instructions only like at 2.16am last night. Wtf. So lucky I got up at 7am. Faster get dressed and omg make up took like an hour. Thats only base...
Reached ITE central at ard 9.45 then I wore wig and finish up makeup. I took my bloody own sweet time cos I know I have lots of time! Head to the briefing room at 1040am. And got the student photogs already. Took a seat and then chat with Sonico and another gal, and joey getting dressed. (I am bad with names guys. Must talk to me and keep saying your name then I will rmbr.)
And wait until 1130 then somemore ppl arrives and ppl all finish up dressing. I am sooo boreddddd and tired from waiting already.
Then we draw lots to get our photogs. Apparently, we are subjects for their photo and video competition. But my team damn cool one, they don't care abt prize only for fun. We also have to use the sponsored Canon compact. Like Arios kind... The provided cam is getting on my teams nerve and my migraine is like blasting. Hahaha.
The video... well... actually we didn't shoot finish.
move ard sch, want to find guy's locker and gym toilet but all ashing  OTL
So in the end, Ivan(became feather man) was throwing dranzer feathers at me and Daniel and Boss(sry I don't rmbr your name, but you build the school!!! XDD) got to a corridor, Kai walking. We doing sooo random things... I also lost track what I am doing -pounding head- XD
Then we head to the room for the 2nd half of the schedule.
Suppose to be eating with the guys, but I hold the door while people flow out, and we got separated. Then... I turn ard corner, they gone.... The event girl (hahaha idk what to call her) lucky i hear her shout.. Hey follow the pink hair in front... Hurry and joins... go up to Comifest or now its Gamefest.
Everybody went in with teams and... i stand like duck. Walk ard a few turns, then...
Hahaha hello, i am lost.
Saw the marshmellow guy and i am not lost anymore. Goes into the aircon. and... fml I am alone. wwalks.. stare at ppl play game  -hands twitch- but idk what the game is. Looks new...
Then went up to the audience seating arena.. Gawdd i like the seats!!! and sleepy already. Then the teacher (Mr Ong?) came and... Hey! Where is your team? You really free and easy eh? (I am loling at free and easy)
so i just laugh and.. laugh again. Then he took a pic. Nice... thank you.
Then i watch the game play somemore.. lie... gg to sleep any sec.
i heard.. Kai!
Hey hey Kai!!!
So... finally got my butt up and start a few shoot with other photogs team.
Walk ard and bumped into everybody at the same time, the guys, random 'Hey Kai hey kai everywhere.' LOL
Sentence of the day I feel so much kokoro.. [this bunch of students photogs after all Kai..Kai.. (OTL)]
Hey Kai, thanks man for making me relive my childhood once again.
I am like...  /faints
I feel you all my bros!!!

And we all began talking abt beyblades and what blades we have etc. Lol.

So.. after more shoot, we got to head back at ard 5pm cos the whole event ended. Goes into room... all cosers just took wig off like that in the room. Well serves me right for being last coser to step in.
The stud photogs are like Kai! Sit down!!  ( ;3; You guys.... ) wait why must i sit and you all watch me?
That guy who looks soo much like daesung... says: Hahahha I just want to see how you sit. (I sat and passd his assessment). Then they still looking. -I just undress cos its safe ar-
-wth they giggles- Take off your wig!
I am like the shit? Why?
we wanna see your real hair like what?
Hahahha OTL so cute. So i took out eren's wig from my bag and show them. No way imma gonna take out in front of you guys!  -horrors-
Then help my team to think of a purpose/story for the random videos. Lol. Its bullshit summary we write.
Levi help me get my stage number. Contestant #6. Well okay. Thanks.

And it hits me that I have seen some of the photogs before too. They turned out to be my brothers friends. Their shocked faces and reaction of half the photogs when I told them my brothers name and I am his sister. Dawww you guys..


Then when all is done, I changed out into Eren, and walked past my team cos running after the bus. Ahax.

Now.. I feel so dead tired.

Although I can't seem to like/ get along well with normal people, we all seem okay today. And I kind of wished had keep contact or something. I only gave my card to Daniel and Ivan.

Wow.. I typed soo much w/o stopping. Hahahah my train of thoughts... so sketchy.

Kai again on sunday~
Hope I can win at least 2nd prize. I want the printer dammit.

Thursday, October 3, 2013


Finish making lower eyelash. 
Tried them on.

Oh mai gawd. No way Kai going to have lower lashes. Hahah!

Garyuu yes. Or other char. 

Well.. maybe only 1 of the single bit at the corner since all the bladers have...

Tmr is photoshoot and video for comifest.
Still waiting for the reporting schedule.

-claws face- My makeup can't last that long gdi people!   /stabs

Yuri the duck

I treasure my duck bag Yuri so much. Lets go outing on Friday!

If alcohol is legit, I would once have liver damage 10 years ago.
If I can smoke w/o getting caught, I would have 2 black lungs already.

Wednesday, October 2, 2013

Females are scarier that males

After I changed out into the hospital gown (damn I look good in pink GDI HAHAHAH /le brick), everybody in the waiting room looked at me. I am like.. Okayyy... stands quietly at a corner really aware of each and every pair of eyes. Like quite a lot of people. Not that I am uncomfortable or anything, just aware. All the sofas face each other and there is just a space left for 1 more person to sit. Hell I want to sit.
Walks and eyes follows. My boots thud, thud, thud... -flops- on sofa and spread arms a little behind the aunty beside me. She shift a bit away trying not to look. I am like.. wtf is wrong with this room aura. Maybe I forgot to tone down intimidating aura. -tones down a bit, relax my mind-
Maybe my Dragunov hair is really too elvish and I look epic funnny like what sister commented. Ahhh @_@
Aunty shifts back to near me.
Ard 20mins, I humming some songs, and everybody looking at the floor expect me looking at TV cos I can see disturbing Index and the news reader eyebrows are funny.
Then the aunty on my right got up cos her name was called. Ard 5 mins later, -crosses legs the other way damn cramped-
Aunty 2 seats from me lean in closer to me and asked "Excuse me, you are a girl?"
I am internally facepalming and rolling ard in my mind. Wth really you all thought I was a guy. In a dressing gown sitting in harem now? HAHAHAHA  I could play along host. LOL wtf you all. I wanna laugh until pee at that point already.
"Eh.. yeahhhh." Smile big big. I am totally harmless people.   /headdesk
A few aunties smiled, I smiled back at everybody.
"Oh. Okay." And she shift closer. Now.... everybody shifts and get comfortable.
5 mins later during the commercial and I am humming Be.
Lady: "Oh can I ask if, Are you Singaporean?"
Me: LAUGH. (Yes I actually laughed. Then before I laughed and got carried away and creep out the entire hospital, I stopped lmao-ing.) "Yes I am."
She stares at me. "Really?"
Me: -snorts- "Yes really. Why?"
Lady: "Oh very...oh.... never mind " she looking ard like so awkward other aunties just stare at us. OTL finish your sentence dammit. I want to know. I really really want to know!
Me: "Its okay. I get that REALLY REALLY a lot"
She turn ard. Then a few sec later. She turned back to me and ask what I doing there.. like... in scan clinic. I so young. Hahaha! You don't say... I am trying to make party here? Hahaha.
She then continue to probe me more on my personal life.   =A=;

The nurse called my name and I am saved.

Females are terrible. Like... omg your eyes I can feel them molesting me. -kicks kicks-

After I am done, walked past room... -they stares-
Then faster changed out and go by doctor clinic so they can't see my civilian form. Hahaha.

From today onwards, I will not count how many people ask me that. Like seriously. Secondary school I got ppl ask my race. Am I chinese? No. Oh then you are..? Take a guess.

I told my mom and she told me next time teh next person ask Where I am from? I must say... "Where do you think I am from?"