Monday, December 28, 2009

Eh Oh Why~ 2009

Did Gokudera Hayato, not even sure if this version have a name. Rofl. I reused prototype dynamites. The new ones cmi lah. =3 =

I have already posted an entry at my LJ, heh~
and im too lazy to retype and resort my brain... so yeah.. go read my LJ. Rofl.

Was in the toilet, i saw full length mirror, i saw good lighting, i saw opportunity to up XP points.
See, i phailed in up-ping XP. Im not even centre. OTL

No smoking.
Right... I do not have any cigaratte, but.. I do have un-explosive dynamites.
Im at a dead end too. XD

I don't know when she snapped this picture. But I like this the most can.
= w =

And I supposedly bending down to get a 'hair forward' effect i suppose =X
I like this one too.

And from this picture, I just realised that I am for once, tall. XD
but not tall enough.
I am like 158... the boots and 10.5cm.
so... I STILL HAVENT REACH 170?! Wth.

Manage to get a shot with Naoya~ TYL Hibari. XD

Before we went home and walk ard in Bugis junction, had an Xmas shoot. Heh~

Awaiting more pictures.

Be tuned in @__@

Friday, December 25, 2009

EOY eve

EOY 2009 is tomorrow.
And my boots are torn. T__T
So, I wont have Gokudera's height lah tmr. Damn sad lah, but I will take them to the cobbler first before heading to EOY. Maybe if the cobbler can repair fast XD then i can wear them. Yay.

Well, see how it goes tomorrow.

Must head there with camera.. charged with SD Card.

and... take pics with many people.. and of many nice things.

Wonder how it will be like, in a library.

Im 50-50 about the event location actually.

Eh, and my amazing mother bought a black lipstick. That we can share(Lol~)

Aww, tmr shall pop by here again~~

Sunday, December 20, 2009

19 December 2009

The tea party is finally over.
Well, phase 1 at least, cos we haev decided that we want more shoot according to the story line.
Its Alice in Wonderland story line... and reshifted a little.


Alice | The White Rabbit | The Mad Hatter | The March Hare | The Cashire Cat |
The Queen of Hearts

The March hare was me~ XD

So, they came over to my house. and we had a shoot near by first followed by the Tea party itself later on.

Its quite rushed, cos we are pressed for time.

Here are some of teh pictures;

And~ its was so fun... Like.. can EAT + nomnomnomssss

Kyaa~ > w <

And... im putting up camwhore pictures;

Like... all my expressions are the same ..|..

Tsk... waits for my mood to cool down.

Thursday, December 17, 2009


Finally have a photo editing software. Phew~

so~ i get to my fingers and edited some pictures...
Light editing only lah. Since, it is not appropriate to beautify ugly things.
Just making it bearable.

Still need to improve on many areas and get used to the editing software.

Here are some, that i tried to edit:

Fail, i know. But.. i dont think its that bad lah.

Brighten the pics.. and ahem.. erase my MASSIVE eyebags. >///<

And another of teh same pic... im not sure if i liek it.. but just experimenting with teh layers. =D

Hmm thats all for now.
I would want to put some props and costume pictures, but somebody stole Mika's batteries.

Maybe tomorrow~

Good night everybody~

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

I have no right to say

have to halt all Cosplay plans and props making for the moment.
zOmg, cant even believe that Im even blogging now.
But just soem update, to prove that im still living well...

Here is the 'box' waepon in progress.
its 4.3cm and its a cube... XD

Must make more soon.
But after my tests, which are like.. next week~

I have to thank everybody who actually took the trouble to make me feel uncomfartable and really awkward on that day.
Seriously, i dislike birthdays celebration.
Even if people are just giving me gifts. I really feel that im not worth that much of whatever they gave.
But just a wish would already meant a LOT to me. -hugs everybody-
For a moment, i feel like Lacus. OTL
But Im a little sad that my father just gave me cash. =(
I dont want your money... just once in my lifetime...
say a word or sentence of praise and that im not a disappointment~
i would be really happy.
Its not like my father never praise me or anything before... But its just that he is never serious when saying it... same goes for you mother.
thats is disappointing and sad really.

A child never worth a sincere word of good.

and this is the reason, why my younger sister IS the elderst in teh family.
So, in the end, nobody is to blamwe but myself. but, i will move forward. hopefully. =3

+ I am a disappointment. -I wont change myself, I have my reason for doing things, and teh world doesnt need to know ;D-
+ My future is cloudy...

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Grand too far =(

We are supposed to do the annual routine for visiting for hari raya… but this year, we didn’t. I am really disappointed actually. A few days before, I am really looking forward to be able to visit my grandmother. Oh man, I missed her actually. =(

But, some family turbulence pop out, and nobody wants to forgive and relent. So, the poor neutral victims have to suffer their weird acts. T___T

So, the entire day, I was in absolute despair. And I am still feeling lots of regrets and depression when I think of it.

Oh well, look onward! >D

I shall compile up my cosplay plans properly.


Why do I live for Cosplay?

It’s the only thing that could make me 200% or more well and in tip-top emotional condition. It is going to be my source of soul and life I have decided.

I need a Tsuna =A=

Monday, November 23, 2009

A F A , 2nd Day 2009

Yosh, AFA was over yesterday. And I tried stretching it till the max time I could stay there. I know I am going to miss AFA, and cosplay in general. I am already missing it now, badly. –Cries-

Eh, day 2 for AFA, did

TYL Prince King Rasiel from Katekyo Hitman Reborn!

OMAKE~ Have to like the glasses. Verde's.

Camwhore Day 2.

I think have lots of room for improvement. XD

And KANAME is great. I hope next year AFA will have more exciting ‘programmes’ lined up for everybody. But the only problem I have with the event is... the extraordinary amount of human flocking around the convention centre.

Here is KANAME during the closed panel Cosplay talk~
Most of the pictures are blurry, because the area is dark and I used zoom. T___T

Oh well, here are some pictures from my camera, Mika. Please note that I named him after nobody. –Coughs- No misunderstanding, because Mika is also a Russian name. =D

Yay~~ Mukoro and Rasiel
Stanman there as Mukuro!!!! *___* Almost didnt see him~ Phew, manage to snap a pic.

And now, off to rush homework. T___T

Gah, have no mood for school work~

Sunday, November 22, 2009

A F A , 1st Day 2009

First, I forget my SD-card again!!!
Then, I missed Kaname!!!
Zomg, Like... 2 major bad things.

In the end, used Yuu's camera to take some pictures. And i am REALLY greatful for ALL teh taken pictures.

My favourites for AFA day 1 have to be these 2;

Camwhore. But its kindof nice. = w =
next to the Gundam00 team for Cosfest 09:
This IS TOPS!!!!

Something in life is worth living for... Yoite and Ayanami there with me.
-lols. their poses are about the same too! wicked-
Fanboys. I think their cosplay are like... AMAZING. *__*

Homgz and the handshake was initiated by Ayanami... Argh! I could faint there and then. ^^;
And Yoite seem happy that I recognised him and want to take a picuture with him. XD
= w =
Whoa, im reverring... =D

Life must be good while it lasted.

Though I wasn;t cosplaying, just dressing up, i get to be a 'Rey's imposter' for teh day today.
and people actually thought i am cosplaying. Rofl.

Homg, and Usagi-san i have decided will NEVER remember who i am. I was kind of shocked and insuloted when he thought we were from Malaysia. O__O
My glass globe crashed. -sob-
Then he said that 'porbably too good that he tot we are cosplaying'
Sorry guy, but the first sentence drains my life away.

Rofl. No worries, there are plenty of people that forgets and doesn't recognise too. ^ ^

Cannot wait for Day 2. But I wonder if i will do a good grace for Rasiel.
AFA, here I come.


Thursday, November 19, 2009

B a t F l y

Popping by for a really brief moment before I m going to cram Proteomics stuff for the tset tomorrow.

Here flies Rasiel's bat. From his box weapon.

Because Im amazing.. only one is going to fly. XD

Its not even perfectly symmetrical.
OMG, Death the Kid will nosebleed and hang me =A=

But its kind of adorable.
Its cute... coughsadorablebutuglycoughs

Here is the completed bat. =D

I want to do Diva.

Homg. And Im suddenly feeling so lost.
Swimming between the strong current of 'Dispair and demoralised' and 'Indifference and ego'
I can see no shoreline.

Must mentally brace self for AFA.

-swept away, further and yet further-

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

A penny of worthless thoughts

An attempt to rewrite the HTML send me to hell straight.

Heng ar.. can use a pretmeplate after i screwed the HTML by trying to make the video(points at side bar) to 'autoplay'... Omg. FAILLL

Quite feeling un-right in my deep deep bottom self.
Not wrong or sick.. but un-right.

Damn it. Im very annoyed to most human. And I miss cosplay already.
Oh and I care very much that I am really broke now. AFA coming up next.

Oh dear.

Oh dear.

-Stabs self and slit wrist-

-Jumps down, drowns and rebirth-

I can rant all I want here, nobody comes here anyways. Its not suppose to be known.
Unless you stumble upon this. -Waves-

I hate.
I really hate.

Another unwanted presence.

Omg, sugar donut.

Im too dishearten to do Gokudera for EOY.
Im such a low loser. I deserve life no more then my rotting brain cells.

Let me die, in pain.

Saturday, November 14, 2009

C r e s t

Finally, Rasiel costume is: 90% done.

Props= 0%

Here is the Millefiore's crest done this afernoon

Its either just the photograph looks nice or the prop is really nice.

Thursday, November 12, 2009

= C l o a k F u r =

Cape in progress:

^ This is a really troublesome piece of furry cloth. Not in the sense to sew, but to handle... My room turned to be really furry, with silvery threads floating, and sticking onto my own clothing. Yucks...

^ After 15minutes of sewing... Taadaa!! Its done.

All thats left is to sew the cloak to this neck-rest thingy.

Next measure~
The shoulder crest of Millefore.

Tako head~

Have not been progressing much for AFA's costume. Though I left early for SJCC to get home ASAP and get the costume done, its didn't really get fullfilled.

Got dragged to Compass Point and then Daiso @ Rivervale mall.
Bought a dark blue tie. I intend it to be used for Gokudera's school tie, but... its too dark and, there are diagonal lines on the tie. But I still kind of like the tie. It will be used for casual wear then. XD

So.. reached home, then get to the costume sewing...

I would have it done 80%, but of cos, I screwed up a litttle, and I need to redo half of it...
Nah.. its minor alteration..

Rasiel's cape: 60% complete.

Just maybe, I might have the time to complete the bats.

Its all about time management DL!!! -arrows self-

Oh, got the blonde wig. And I am VERY reluctant to cut it. T___T
Its really lovely and...long blonde.. *____*

Please mind this picture very much.
IHopefully my eye would heal in time for AFA.

And I miss Gokudera badly. =A=

-sob sob- Wa....wait... I miss a whole lot of people too. =D

Sunday, November 8, 2009

C h a r m i n g

Rasiel's is in progress.

Whats left is the furry crown on the cape, the bats and the jewel. However, there seem to be some trouble with the existence of blood red rectangle jewel.

And I had this same problem with Saya's necklace 5 months agao. T_T

De ja'vu~

Have already gotten my Varia's Millefore fake Mare ring for Rasiel, and the crown was given.

And I am on Gokudera's next outfit.

I shall head down to.. Art friend next.

And probably post pictures on progress.


Monday, November 2, 2009

Plans ahead

Lets see...

To control my budget and expenses, I have done the minimum cosplay list for 09 and 10.

Cosplay Plans


Day 1 : -Subculture-
Day 2 : Rasiel, KHR


Gokudera Hayato




Cosfest/ CAF
Abe no Masahiro,Shounen Onmyouji


-Yet to be decided-

Shh... Its a half secret. I think.
Aki doesn't mind people knowing. But super EGO Hakimah, hates people to know.

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Trick and Treats

In photo: Aaida. Akiwatari.
It was Halloween Eve.

To cleanse the darkness.
To wash the taints away.
To be feared.

I shall miss the company of amazing people till I meet them next time.

It was Halloween itself.

The drugged and taunted.
The mad and ego.
The sacrifice.

I met the company I had missed already, but we parted and I look forward till the next time we met.

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Test Rasiel child


With borrowed wig from Mizurei. This is to be Rasiel child version.
Dont mind this trial wig test shoot.

Hopefully will have a photoshoot proper.

Thursday, October 15, 2009

In times of boredom...

Pardon me if anybody eyes are bleeding.
I was thinking, since I don;t thnk anycreatures would cross over to this blog, I might as well do anything I want here. ^___^

The very reason why Gokudera is better as a dog?wolf? and not a hare/usagi like Rabi....

Took a picture of what someone would look like in hare ears. Short black wig an the hare ears will probably be the hair-set for the tea party soon. Still have yet to decide on the top. I wish i have a blouse. Stab me for not getting anything from the previous Bodyline batch.

Aye, those horrible undead things is me alright. Needs more manliness >(
hahah... oh man. im screwed. =A=

Monday, October 5, 2009

> o <

Finally got a new laptop. Heine the 2nd it is now.
Still in a dilemma tihnking what to cospaly for EOY this year.
-pulls hair out-

Alright, I actually have decided on redoing Gokudera again. Hmm, yeah did him before actually. Kind of an impromotu thing...for the YOG Countdown. -shurgs-

>Pictures are credited to Geckoz. =3

Diffrenet version of cos.
Now the porblem arises; which version?
In old Heine, i have most of the version, screenshots and detailed labelling...
Guess I am back to square 1 on the intense research.
Bah...-pokes self face-
how to lose the cheeks T_____T
OTL to she-ish.

Oh well.

I miss cosplay again.

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Number 12

What happen here?
Maybe Heine is feeling as lost as i am.

Thank you Heine.

Need more reason to live.

Monday, August 17, 2009

Im so off nowadays... OTL

What the heck.

This is not a random post.

It so wrong.

Im fanboying over Zero. My own cosplay... our cosplay. WTF.

Saturday, August 8, 2009


I am washing my head.

What do I see myself as in 10 years time?

Seriously, I cannot see myself beyond next year.

To pursue my dream? Or to be more practical?

Both at the same time.
Half hearted you would say I am.


What did I do today.

on 12.34.56, 7.8.09?

I was asleep. Drunk. In school.

Yeah. I was drunk and depressed. And nobody stop me. Yay~

I <3 myself.

Monday, July 27, 2009

Yes, I am

My mind was no longer confused and chalky...
Until somebody... -bazookas-
have to add fuel and explosives to the compliment. >///<

Homg. -fans self-

Oh yeah.. It alright!
I shall buy donuts for everyone tmr. >D

Gah... When people expect a lot from a small person.. Its really flattering.

Uh... and finally, i might be teaching small art classes.

I hope i won't frighten the poor kids. Huhuhu~
After it attaches to sleep, I want me to love please in the same place in an age different because it awakes by me different at one time.

These eyes that cannot be permitted cannot go and, perhaps, it go to the place that this sky shows to make that sky always seen dirty in this blood.

The dream leaves and the hesitation is thrown away every day.

Yes I am Oh Yes I am
The night that cried as destruction if it embraces closely each other is exceeded.
Even tears ..Yes I am Oh Yes I am We are in love.. black : because it swears that two people become evil.
Lips of mouth are piled up before it dries up.

Passing away every day
Under the moon that doesn't reach

Even ..wanting acceptance of me.. sleep and such a fact : Yes I am Oh Yes I am me.
Even the solitude of Yes I am oh Yes I am I 'm in the dark1000 that is not seeing it dirty
It is told a gentle pain.

Do you want to fly away by a heavy wing?

Sunday, July 12, 2009


Cosfest day 1 is over.
Head down there for a short moment, before going down to YOG, at Iluma.

Im exhausted now. The event isnt as 'amazing' as how i had imagined it would be...

Im totally feeling like an uke now.

Cannot wait for day 2. This time, im going to cosfest.

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Somebody kill me.

Or I will go on another killing parade. With lots of blood spill.

My mind is too empty. Its assuring.

Man.. What the totally holy bloodyshitFUck.

Saturday, May 30, 2009

Trinity Dust


MY active LJ

My LJ link is at the LINK-list....
im on Goolge... OTL


Im... twisted.


anyways... i will still be posting here... If i feel like using blogger.

Why oh why cant LJ have tagboards. -sob-

oh yeah...
this MIGHT be my next cosplay. -might-

Had been wanting to do Trinit blood since... god-knows how long ago it aired.

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Scouting Lemon XD

Today will be my 2nd last day of attachment! Woots. Finally, i will be sent to hell for Final Year Project. OTL

And, the Investigator team treat me lunch today. I feel kind of bad. Im only there for 3 months, and they are making it sound as if i had been there since dinosaurs roam Pluto. Lawls.
So, we went for lunch at Secret Recipe. (i feel worse.. its expensive there bah) Rachel drives us there. And i see shining-ppl car. *__* Stalking mode up >D

Oh, RedHill area is good for photoshoot. There are nice estates around the Anchorpoint. Plus!! Its near Haw P
ar Villa(spellling?)~

Tomorrow is my last day of attachment... Homg. Finally.. wait.. i already mention this.

Ah, and when people say i have nice eyes, im not really flattered. Its so-so... But when shining-guy says that... Im flattered U__U
Like really.. i can talk forever.. (yeah, sometimes i can talk, sometimes im just too lazy to talk)

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Owari to mirai

The world kept spinning... At an alarming faster rate. Oh noes...

The hunt for wood is futile... OTL

Im on the dress... Its going to be... a bloody runway... (i hope =X)

Oh yeahh.. i tried on the fugly cheap legal lens i got.. (its buy 1 get 1 free lol~)
and... It not bad. Although the lens makes my eyes look bigger. I dont care abt that. Sad, its not Versailles silver... Kamijou*_* (us pail to hold nosebleed)
HAh! For the sake of annoying my sister, i will wear these funny useless lens.

Counting down to end of atachment. Then, Streetfest. Still dont know what to do. Probably dress up.
Its going to be snake-skin coat. >D

The ArchKing is back... (if s-he- isnt too broke for CAF and Cosfest)


I lies. Here.

Saturday, May 2, 2009


And the law still holds...

Favourite characters always rest in peace.

In memory of the living...

Saturday, April 11, 2009

1st up

This is my third blog.

My first being my LifeJournal account.
Second is a blogspot. But i cant remember my password and user for naughts.
This is my third.

Still figuring out how to do those HTML thingy.
Man... Im bad at these kind of stuff.